Wednesday, November 28, 2007
- The Status Check
recently, i'm frequently in a mixed state of exhaustion, confusion, apathy, and the occasional sense of sadness and emptiness.
these feelings don't really worry me. what worries me is rather the inability to figure out why i'm feeling this way.
just @ 21:49
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007
The Perfect Circle
3 years ago, we set out on something new and exciting. in different directions.
3 years of self discovery, through our seperate ups and downs. through our own happy moments and into our own phase of conflicts and differences.
3 years later, we met again.
back then, it was the beginning. right now, what's gone has been long gone.
long gone for me, but for others, the time may not be long enough.
i guess we both learn more about ourselves during these 3 years.
what we like, what we love, what we can tolerate, and what we will never be able to accept.
what has started back then has already ended, and we're back to the same spot that we were. but somehow, the same spot that we are on now doesn't seem so similar after all.
the places have not changed much, and the names are all still the same.
then you start to realise the difference in yourself as a person and in your perspectives.
it feels kinda weird. its not like a growing up kinda feeling, but more like a change in you which you can't really pinpoint the exact location of.
whether the change is good or bad, you don't really know.
until something else significant happens in your life. thats when you start to find out how far you have moved on through these 3 years.
sometimes the way life works fascinates me. other times, it just plain confuses me.
3 years ago, we set out on something new and exciting. in different directions.
3 years of self discovery, through our seperate ups and downs. through our own happy moments and into our own phase of conflicts and differences.
3 years later, we met again.
back then, it was the beginning. right now, what's gone has been long gone.
long gone for me, but for others, the time may not be long enough.
i guess we both learn more about ourselves during these 3 years.
what we like, what we love, what we can tolerate, and what we will never be able to accept.
what has started back then has already ended, and we're back to the same spot that we were. but somehow, the same spot that we are on now doesn't seem so similar after all.
the places have not changed much, and the names are all still the same.
then you start to realise the difference in yourself as a person and in your perspectives.
it feels kinda weird. its not like a growing up kinda feeling, but more like a change in you which you can't really pinpoint the exact location of.
whether the change is good or bad, you don't really know.
until something else significant happens in your life. thats when you start to find out how far you have moved on through these 3 years.
sometimes the way life works fascinates me. other times, it just plain confuses me.
SESA WO SUBAN just @ 19:16
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Monday, November 05, 2007
- The Dives
i finally got my advanced adventurer certification last weekend.
went for a total of 4 day dives and 1 night dive and all the dives sucks. not much fishes and corals, waves are kinda choppy sometimes, and the currents are insane.
but the accommodation is still ok, the food is real good except for the absence of beer, and my company is great.
just a little break before i start studying for my exams and a chance to catch up with someone who i haven't met in awhile so everything's good.
hang loose,
justin
just @ 15:13
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