The Quote



"i view the inability to hide your feelings and what you're thinking as a weakness."


i used to genuinely believe in this quote. i still do, to a certain degree.

it is extremely dangerous and sometimes unnecessary to let the people around you know exactly how you are feeling and thinking all the time. sometimes, it's just better to hide your true feelings and not put it out in the open so as not to jeopardise a situation.

a very fine line separates the ability to hide your anger and frustration, and the ability to control your temper.
the ability to keep cool in a dangerous situation, and the ability to hide your fears so as a portrait a sense of calmness.
perhaps being able to control your temper actually means being able to hide your anger, and the same goes for fear and calmness.


living can be quite a confusion sometimes. other times, the many options and situations, the countless actions and rationales, and the limitless experiences and perspectives surprise me and make me eager to learn more.
to learn more about this confusing focus in our life, called "living".

Thursday, March 09, 2006

The Good Day

today was a good day at work. although i only left the office at 8.20pm, i have this great sense of satisfaction with the work that i've done for the day. absolutely fantastic.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

The Pencil

i had a very weird dream the other day. i was using a mechanical pencil and i wanted to get some lead out. so i starting pressing it and a bit of lead came out, but its a short one.
you know, those that are so short that when you wanna write with it, the lead goes back in?

so i kept pressing it and all the lead that comes out of it are those short ones. short ones, short ones, and more short ones.

then i woke up. weird...

maybe someone can try to interpret it for me.