Tuesday, March 30, 2004

The Hidden Talent

i think i may have a hidden talent. = )

Friday, March 26, 2004

The Week's RO

morning - conduct IPPT for reservist. they all died at the 2.4km run...they always do.

tea break.

lunch.

afternoon - yes sir. you're not stupid sir. it's never your fault sir...

tea break.

late afternoon - pls don't pick me to go running with you sir.

evening - home.

Thursday, March 25, 2004

The Cheap Football

you can get it from places other than the mama shop.
china men sell them too.

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Twiggy

i always stick my foot on my own fucking face and make myself sound like an idiot.
conversations always go wrong. very wrong.

next time, remind me to shut up. for ever and ever and ever.

why do i even bother...

someone pls just shoot me...

Sunday, March 21, 2004

The Misrepresentation

things are not as they seem.
and what's on the picture may not be what you get.

sometimes it's a good thing.
sometimes it's....not that nice.

i opened it and its broken.

but i also found one that is very different from what i initially thought. and it came as a pleasant suprise.
maybe i shouldn't have perceived and assumed too much. but it's nice to get a surprise once in awhile.
but only if they don't come crashing down as fast as they appear.

The Walks

sometimes i just wanna go out for awhile.
alone.
with no destination.
no expectations.
it feels good.
it feels relaxing.
but hang around for too long,
and you start to feel a little giddy.
feel sick.
just feel like going home...

Friday, March 19, 2004

The End

if everything is to end right now...i don't think i'll be too sad about it.

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

It's All About The Motion

chief is on leave tml. so i guess it will be a pretty slack day.
my job sux. sometimes, i still wish that i'm able to go outfield.
life will be tough. but the comradeship and bonding between you guys will keep you going. and thats a feeling that i still miss once in awhile.

life's a bitch when you have to clean the pool with a crappy vacuum cleaner...

maybe i'm just bored with the monotonous work. maybe i just need something to occupy my time and mind. wanna get a license. wonder whether i should go for bike or car.

have so many stuff on my mind. maybe wishing to be outfield is my way of escaping and denying all my issues.

i have serious issues...

i hate cats. they have no loyalty.
i hate gerbils. cause their tails have no fur.

after sometime, the name will be like the previous one. just a name.

life's puzzles are like a girl.
so hard to understand.
its even more so when your life revolves around one. then you get a puzzle within a puzzle.

Saturday, March 13, 2004

The Girl With Many Friends

she always makes me say the dumbest, weirdest things...

Monday, March 08, 2004

A Wet Monday - The First "Normal" Blog

today is wet.
ran to camp cause its drizzling.

changed up. look smart.
went to the toilet and when i came out the van is there to pick me up.

went to my new posting. did some paper work. waited for a very long time for the lifeguards to pick me up.
had lunch at 2. and my new chief was kinda pissed. called HQ to complain. asked why i wasn't allowed to have lunch earlier.
its just lunch...

had a chat with the chief. slack around.
went to draw some cool white navy uniforms.
pack some of my stuff.
waited for book out.
walked to the main gate. ran to the ferry bus.
because its a wet monday evening...

Saturday, March 06, 2004

The Shorter Ladder

climb the short ladder.
just in case you fall.

i think the chicken comes before the egg. but right now, it seems like i got an egg, and no chicken...

it's been pouring since the early morning. he sat at the bus stop with an umbrella beside him. his pants are wet from knees down, and as he sat down patiently, the rain seems to be getting heavier by the second.
he has been waiting for the past one hour, and somehow he got a feeling that the bus may never come. no matter how long he was to wait.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Happy Birthday Mum

thanks for all the little things that you do for us everyday.

lots of love,
jc

Monday, March 01, 2004

The Not-So-Lucky Lucky Day

the florist will have purple roses today. pity pity pity...