Friday, June 18, 2004

A Message For Belinda

as you think what to type,
you can only draw a blank.
although somehow it feels so right,
but you'll just keep it canned.

i always thought that the end is the beginning is the end.
when actually, the beginning is the end is the beginning.


The Funky Monkey

to procrastinate,
is the same as to masturbate.
initially it feels good.
but after awhile,
you realise that you're just fucking yourself.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

The Line Is So Far Out, It's A Dot.

i'm on this side.
she's on the other side.
her back facing me.
feeling sad about how everything is going for her.
i think i'll keep it this way.
because at the end of the day,
logic tells me that she's not for me.
logic...
eventuality is slowly fading away...

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

A Song For Justin

there are no stars, no moon, no wind, no leaves. just a silence to accompany the emptiness deep inside of me.

Friday, June 04, 2004

Midweek Routine Order

man...im breaking my promise of not updating my blog as often. gonna pick up my little book real soon.

Wednesday

went to watch shrek 2. not that funny. but good enough if you just wanna watch something to pass the time. cynthia is still cute. and eugence is still...eugence? nothing to do during dinner time, so decided to meet boo for dinner.
she isn't feeling too good. thought of getting her some herbal tea or something from a provision shop, but where can you find one in the middle of citylink? boo have a nice haircut.

went orchard to check out the great singapore sale. but only bought items that are not on sale. -_-

Thursday

went camp. chief isn't around. how time flies when you are having fun.

Friday

and so we come to today. chief seems to be in a good mood. ask to take leave for 9th and 10th of july. going tioman. leave approved, only for alex to call me later. karin can only make it on 30th july. told lex me and jasmine will still go on 9th. but lex say will not have enough people. sianz... :(

ask chief if i can change leave date anot. he says no problem. man was i surprised! thought i was gonna get f**ked. phew...gonna be a good boy for the next 2 months.

tml going to sentosa. think im gonna go hit the gym in the morning. :)

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

I Like It When It Rains

at night it rains,
and the sky falls down.
all your feelings drain,
and you wish you'll just drown.

as the downpour ceases,
dawn slowly breaks.
and all that is left,
is a morning at its wake.

should i get nachos or a hotdog? hmm...how about a hotdog with nacho cheese on it?