Wednesday, January 19, 2005
- Heaven on Earth
nothing exciting happen in base today. the last min work, the inefficiency of the system, and the general apathy of the NSF.
i go to base knowing that in an ideal world, and in an ideal situation, i wouldn't have to waste 2 years of my life, watching out for people who will never drown, and doing paperwork which has absolutely no meaning to me. that i could just go back to study, and release the drive and enthusiasm in me to make something out of my insignificant little life. to show the world what i am capable of.
but as the fruit juice stall uncle once said, "if this is a perfect world, it would have been called Heaven instead."
i guess i'm just glad i only have to go back to tuas today this entire week.
monday and tuesday are the days for the RSN swimming meet. finished 5th out of 8 guys in the 50m and 100m breaststroke. 3rd out of 4 teams in the 4 x 50m freestyle.
thursday, i'm on off. friday, is hari raya haji.
on my way home today, i did a mental calculation of what may happen in the near future. sort of like a lifeline timetable schedule.
when i ORD, i will be 22. next stop, uni.
if i were to study for 1 year, i'll be 23 when i get a degree.
if i were to study for 3 years, i'll be 25.
and if i were to study for 4 years, i'll be 26.
26!!! holy shit...by the time i managed to get a job, car, and all the other fancy stuff, i'll be like...on a wheelchair!!!
this is so demoralising...
just @ 20:56
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